Do you ever have times when it seems
like God is so distant, you start to wonder if He even hears your prayers? Well,
you’re not alone. Even the great saint Mother Teresa went through long spells
where she could not sense the presence of God. I don’t think she ever thought
God had abandoned her, but she did wonder why God moved out of state and did
not leave a forwarding address nor His new phone number. (OK, I’m pretty sure
Mother Teresa didn’t phrase it that way, but you know what I mean.)
Personally, when my faith life is weak
and it feels like God is a million miles away, I long for a “burning bush”
moment. Remember in the Bible, how God appeared to Moses? There was a bush
engulfed in flames, but it was not consumed by the fire, and God spoke to Moses
out loud.
Oh boy, if that ever happened to me, my
faith life would be energized. I immediately would do three things: 1. drop to
my knees in worship; 2. vow to live the Gospel and spread the Good News to
everyone I know; and 3. toss my shorts into the washing machine. (I mean, think
about it, if God appears in a burning bush and speaks out loud, there is going
to be an accident.)
If not a burning bush moment, then I’d
like to have a “Joseph’s dream” moment. You remember Joseph’s dream, right?
When he found out his fiancée Mary was pregnant, and he knew he wasn’t the
father, he decided to leave her. But then an angel of the Lord appeared to him
while he slept. And this was no ordinary weird dream, like after you eat too
much Mexican food. Joseph knew the difference between a mere weird dream and
this miraculous event. (Afterward, just to be safe, Joseph never again ate at Mexican
restaurants.)
During the dream, the angel’s
appearance to Joseph was vivid and real. The angel told him things he never
could have known, and gave him clear instructions to take Mary as his wife.
When Joseph woke up, he didn’t say to himself, “Wow, that was weird, and I
didn’t even eat anything spicy yesterday.” No, he said, “Wow, that was real! I
must immediately take Mary as my wife. But first I have to toss my shorts in
the washing machine because, um, that was also rather terrifying.”
In God’s infinite wisdom, He only
occasionally reveals Himself to people in dramatic and spectacular ways, such
as with Moses and Joseph. For the rest of us, God reveals Himself in much more
subtle and quiet ways. Some of these ways include the laughter of a child, the
smile and gentle touch of a spouse, the beauty of a sunset, the sublime wisdom
in the pages of Scripture, and the peaceful joy that envelops us when we kneel
in front of the tabernacle and bask in the knowledge that the body and blood, soul
and divinity, of Jesus is present there.
Admittedly, in our day-to-day
struggles, we have times when these subtle manifestations of God don’t touch
us. We don’t see Him, we don’t sense Him, and we start to wonder if He’s really
there. That’s when we get those desires to experience a burning bush moment.
However, we have to keep something in
mind. When God reveals Himself in spectacular ways to select people, He does it
to call them to undertake a very important, and usually very burdensome,
mission. So we can be thankful He reveals Himself to us in quiet and subtle
ways. Don’t forget that old expression: “Be careful what you wish for.”
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